Simply amazing! Every time I do a soul cleansing on myself I receive confirmation.
This morning as I spoke with a friend I mentioned for the last couple of weeks I have meditated prior to going to bed at night on becoming more humble.
As I put my clothes on this morning I was prompted to walk over and open the Bible for a message. The ego part of me came through loud and clear “you do not have time” something within me didn’t accept as I found myself opening the Bible. Here is the passage.
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What a wonderful way to honor the October full moon. A couple of friends came out to cabin as we gathered cedar to make smudge sticks, collected pine nuts and drummed at the fire pit.
We build a fire after collecting cedar, sage and sweet grass to burn. We gathered around fire for a meditation as the smoke cleansed our soul. It was truly magical.
I have known Mary for many years and know she is not a dog person. Interesting enough Gracie would not leave her alone until after the meditation where Mary shared it was Gracie which gave her the answer she sought. I teased with Mary “ Gracie is a heeler (healer). Lol
The fire pit is open and free of charge to anyone wanting a soul cleanse and I have to say each time I have done and offered soul cleansing to others it has brought new insights, knowledge and growth within. It is truly a magical experience.
How I became aware of Sissy’s intuitive nature: One day as I spoke on the phone I noticed my one hand covered my heart while the other hand held the phone. It was then Sissy bit me in the butt. I questioned her behavior as she had not bit me prior. On another occasion as I laid on the couch attempting to text she continued to put her butt in my face which made it impossible to text back.
I tapped into her energy and became aware of what I already knew. The people on the other end of the line were not for my highest and best good. I knew this on some levels and instead of honoring what my body was communicating I made excuses. Now I honor Sissy and her messages.
Gracie has been such a blessing as well. I am a healer by nature and apparently so is Gracie. She is a heeler mix or shall I say a healer mix. A woman came out to the cabin which is not found of dogs. Each time I have been around this woman and seen how dogs respond to her it was clear she didn’t connect with them.
This woman came out to the cabin for a soul cleanse. Gracie greeted her and would simply not leave her alone. This woman kept commenting how she felt a connection with Gracie. As this woman meditated Gracie gave her the message she needed at this time and the message: for the woman was to remember how to use animal spirit and energy for the highest and best good for all involved. I believe Gracie was her messenger on this day! These two have a bond which is unseen by the naked eye. It was truly an amazing experience to witness.
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For the last couple of years as I learned how to use solar energy to power the cabin I realized why during the summer months there was an abundance of power to run power tools along with everything in the cabin.
As fall season approached solar power became more limited. I questioned this as even on full sun days power was limited to some degree. Then the light bulb moment came as I realized days were shorter which made for less sun hours in a day in order to charge batteries for solar. Then when the weather became colder I noticed my breathing changed with a different rhythm.
As I meditated on the reason for both I came to the following conclusion: With the air more dense due to the cold my breathing changed along with how the solar panels absorb energy from sun rays along with the tree’s ability to product air for us to breath. There is also less sunlight during our waking hours.
During the meditation I became one with the solar panels which brought this insight or knowledge into my awareness. With each season we learn more about how the universe operates if we open our minds.
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We enter this world through a vessel we call mother. Our journey does not begin when we are born our journey begins at conception. We are one with the vessel which creates us. We have our own free will to begin making beliefs from the emotions felt by this vessel. Not all vessels are solid and comforting as the vessel has made their own beliefs from what they have experienced.
Some people take years to disconnect from this vessel we call mom or mother. When we are ready and only when we are ready can we disconnect emotionally from this vessel. This vessel is neither good nor bad as this vessel will bring learning and be a teacher for what we thrive to accomplish here on the earth plane which is to feel the power of love.
Sometimes in order to connect with the full power of love we have to take a deep look at ourselves instead of blaming the vessel.
Some people spend a life time attempting to please or feel accepted by this vessel. Once the vessel delivers us it is up to us to make sense and acquire the unconditional love we are here to learn. We all have our own life path and our own lessons to learn and it is up to us to figure out how to achieve this. Until we make and find peace within ourselves we will continue feeling a sense of lack somewhere in our life. This lack could be felt through many different avenues such as friends we attract to the job we choose in order to support us financially.
We can learn from animals as when the vessel which has delivered them onto the earth plane has taught them the basic’s it is then up to the offspring to learn how to survive on their own.
Life can be about disconnecting or letting go of the vessel in order to fly, see the possibilities and embrace our uniqueness. Every person, every animal and every experience is given to us for our own growth. It’s a time to be grateful and appreciate what has been brought to us for our personal growth and ultimately it all go’s back to God, Spirit and our higher selves the all knowing.
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Isn’t it time to unleash the creativity within you? Find a time to dance in the mountains or around your home, play, have fun like a child. Get in touch with the younger you who lived more in the moment, expressed yourself with ease and smiled more.
Recharge yourself by doing something which brings you pleasure and a sense of fulfillment. Let other people look at you, as when they do, they just might be thinking to themselves, “Dang I wish I could do that in public”.
Many years ago a couple of friends and I went to a playground and played on the equipment. We did not care what people thought of us. It was the three of us and we set out to play as we did as children.
It’s your turn to do something creative and carefree. Then notice how your perspective on life changes!
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Today I am missing Tommy the turtle I had and gave to a rescue place in West Valley, Utah. I didn’t want to felt it would be best as last year when I left for a couple of days heater went out and Tommy just about froze. Her tank had about an inch of ice surrounding the sides and top. She did make one small opening at the top of water in order for her to breathe. Animals will do whatever it takes to survive!
TURTLE REPRESENTS: Grace, patience, forward movement and a shell for protection. We can learn a lot from turtle energy and how they survive. They automatically know when to burrow for the winter. Mother Earth supplies a place for turtles to feel safe secure in return turtle opens up its heart and trust it will be taken care of.
Today imagine you can become a turtle and open your mind to all the riches you can receive.
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The last six months have been challenging. These challenges have helped me grow more spiritually. Hypothyroidism had been a health issue for say thirty years. The last six months I have put a lot of focus into how to health my thyroid.
I started out by talking to it as if it where a person. Asking the question what are you (thyroid) attempting to communicate? The response I heard in my thoughts: I didn’t matter and I wasn’t valued from other people and myself. I was surprised when the thought popped into my head: Why did I put healing my thyroid on the back burning. What I mean by this: At one time in my life I have had ailments such as bi-polar, manic depressed, anxiety to the extent I would not go anywhere in public by myself, seizures, ptsd, brain injury reprogramming while all this time I did not take the time to address my thyroid.
In the last six months I have slowly taken myself off thyroid medicine. Each time I stopped symptoms returned and some of the symptoms were different then prior. So apparently I needed to experience off of the relating to Hypothyroidism.
At first my thyroid didn’t believe I would continue check in with it, yet I did as I realized how important the thyroid is not only health wise yet also mentally. As my thyroid healed I noticed I began writing and speaking what some call “MY TRUTH”. Each day I apologized for the neglect until I was able to forgive myself. Once I forgave myself I simply stopped thinking about healing my thyroid. I simply allowed my body to heal itself. Like a baby develops within a mothers womb.
I love when my body heals itself. It’s not always easy getting to where what we have created in our bodies want to let go. All I can say is once released it’s a whole new experience on earth in a variety of ways from people who come into and leave your life to experiences and opportunities.
I am blessed!
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Yes I have spirits out here on the property. This morning as I turned on bathroom light the light began to flicker. I felt the presence of spirit and took my phone out and recorded yet another orb or blue round figure which moves around under flickering lights. I simply say good morning as I found if I do not acknowledge them lights in other rooms will flicker or if I open the refrigerator door the light will flicker.
At first my neighbors where concerned with all the spiritual activity out here. For me it has always been a part of my life. The other day as I walked upstairs I have a fish picture frame which has three parts to it. The head, the middle section where pictures are and the tail. The fish frame is usually flat against the wall. The other day the head was facing out.
I believe it is my grandfather getting my attention with a message as I gave this frame to him many years ago and it was returned to me after his passing. I have known I have had these gifts sense a young child and simply put these gifts aside due to people telling me I was voodoo etc. Now that I am on this spiritual journey I have embraced my gifts. Sure I still have more to embrace and become aware of and I am excited to be aware of what comes next.
I noticed I had lived in lack due to fear of not being able to support myself. I knew it was I whom had stopped the flow money and abundance from entering my life. I just didn’t know who to shift. I had done everything I knew how to do. Then I realized it was the feeling of fear which stopped the flow. Now anytime I feel fear I simply say to myself I raise about fear which has been a big blessing.
I continue to write forty-four statements first thing each morning along with burning sage which clears negative energy. As I burn the sage I say a prayer asking to be connected to spirit, honoring the Native American Indians which once lived here along with giving Thanks to God, Jesus, Holy Spirit and Mother Earth for sharing the beautiful land with me.
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I met a gentleman whom has come and assisted with fascia and soffit, cutting firewood, and has assisted with heavy items. Some things I just cannot do. When I first moved out here I attempted to do some of these items on my own using items to move things around, not now as now I listen to my body.
I am planning a trip to Ogden to pick up more water tanks. Once I have brought them to cabin neighbors will help me lift up to upper deck. I am so grateful to my neighbors and all the wonderful people who have assisted me out here.
I have found in my experiences it seems like the people who live or camp in the mountains are more willing to offer help. Even total strangers stop to help when they see someone stuck in the snow and will offer help.
I am so grateful for the opportunity to live up here. I have been crocheting a little bit and the other day brought down sewing machine in order to sew warmer curtains.
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